The story of
Saul’s conversion is one of the more important bits of history in the early
church – we see it repeated in Acts three times. It is drama on the wayside,
and we should study it carefully.
(Acts 9:1-31 NIV) Meanwhile, Saul was still breathing out
murderous threats against the Lord's disciples. He went to the high priest {2}
and asked him for letters to the synagogues in Damascus, so that if he found
any there who belonged to the Way, whether men or women, he might take them as
prisoners to Jerusalem. {3} As he neared Damascus on his journey, suddenly a
light from heaven flashed around him. {4} He fell to the ground and heard a
voice say to him, "Saul, Saul, why do you persecute me?" {5}
"Who are you, Lord?" Saul asked. "I am Jesus, whom you are
persecuting," he replied. {6} "Now get up and go into the city, and
you will be told what you must do." {7} The men traveling with Saul stood
there speechless; they heard the sound but did not see anyone. {8} Saul got up
from the ground, but when he opened his eyes he could see nothing. So they led
him by the hand into Damascus. {9} For three days he was blind, and did not eat
or drink anything. {10} In Damascus there was a disciple named Ananias. The
Lord called to him in a vision, "Ananias!" "Yes, Lord," he
answered. {11} The Lord told him, "Go to the house of Judas on Straight
Street and ask for a man from Tarsus named Saul, for he is praying. {12} In a
vision he has seen a man named Ananias come and place his hands on him to
restore his sight." {13} "Lord," Ananias answered, "I have
heard many reports about this man and all the harm he has done to your saints
in Jerusalem. {14} And he has come here with authority from the chief priests
to arrest all who call on your name." {15} But the Lord said to Ananias,
"Go! This man is my chosen instrument to carry my name before the Gentiles
and their kings and before the people of Israel. {16} I will show him how much
he must suffer for my name." {17} Then Ananias went to the house and
entered it. Placing his hands on Saul, he said, "Brother Saul, the
Lord--Jesus, who appeared to you on the road as you were coming here--has sent
me so that you may see again and be filled with the Holy Spirit." {18}
Immediately, something like scales fell from Saul's eyes, and he could see
again. He got up and was baptized, {19} and after taking some food, he regained
his strength. Saul spent several days with the disciples in Damascus. {20} At
once he began to preach in the synagogues that Jesus is the Son of God. {21}
All those who heard him were astonished and asked, "Isn't he the man who
raised havoc in Jerusalem among those who call on this name? And hasn't he come
here to take them as prisoners to the chief priests?" {22} Yet Saul grew
more and more powerful and baffled the Jews living in Damascus by proving that
Jesus is the Christ. {23} After many days had gone by, the Jews conspired to
kill him, {24} but Saul learned of their plan. Day and night they kept close
watch on the city gates in order to kill him. {25} But his followers took him
by night and lowered him in a basket through an opening in the wall. {26} When
he came to Jerusalem, he tried to join the disciples, but they were all afraid
of him, not believing that he really was a disciple. {27} But Barnabas took him
and brought him to the apostles. He told them how Saul on his journey had seen
the Lord and that the Lord had spoken to him, and how in Damascus he had
preached fearlessly in the name of Jesus. {28} So Saul stayed with them and
moved about freely in Jerusalem, speaking boldly in the name of the Lord. {29}
He talked and debated with the Grecian Jews, but they tried to kill him. {30}
When the brothers learned of this, they took him down to Caesarea and sent him
off to Tarsus. {31} Then the church throughout Judea, Galilee and Samaria
enjoyed a time of peace. It was strengthened; and encouraged by the Holy
Spirit, it grew in numbers, living in the fear of the Lord.
Saul – on the road
Saul is a
man with an attitude problem. We see him “breathing out murderous threats.”
The language in the original is particularly intense. This is the young man
who approved the stoning of Stephen. Many have speculated since that the guilt
of that act was the driving force in Saul’s persecution of the church. Then
blindness struck and a voice spoke.
The words of Jesus
Fans of Sherlock Holmes will
remember the “curious incident of the dog in the night.” Inspector Gregory
said, “the dog did nothing in the night.” Replied Holmes, “That was the curious
incident.”
It is fascinating to see what
Jesus does not say here.
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There is no touch of the glory of God in this. Jesus does not
proclaim himself as the Christ, but rather simply as Jesus. There is no sense
of triumphing over an enemy. It is all rather matter of fact.
·
He also tells him nothing about the future. That is left to a
later time.
There is a lesson in this for
us. There may come a time when we see our enemies blinded and at our feet. We
need to remember that our Lord dealt with Saul this way – and do likewise.
What, then, does Jesus say? He
identifies himself as Jesus, the one whom Saul is persecuting – and asks Saul,
“Why?”
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Jesus takes the persecution of his children personally. It is
not “my church” or even “my people” but “me.” But consider: if someone
persecutes my children, are they not persecuting me in a very real way? So
great is Jesus’ love for his church that their persecution is his persecution.
He feels the pain.
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He gives Saul a question; a chance for self-examination. Why
are you doing this? What is driving you? “Let a man examine himself” is still
good advice.
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He ends with a simple instruction: “Get up and go.” He leaves
the process of conversion to the church. It is interesting that once the Great
Commission was given Christ never again tells anyone how to enter the kingdom
of God – he has given that task to the church. Even here, the church goes to
Saul to bring him to salvation.
Saul’s reaction
Until Ananias comes, Saul reaches
back into his Jewish roots and does two things which he is sure are blessed by
God:
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He fasts. It is a sign of repentance; it is a sign that nothing
is more precious to him than God, not even life itself.
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He prays. How can he not?
It is curious to note one thing.
Jesus picked one particular spot to do this: the road to Damascus. There is
symbolism in that:
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It is outside the territory of Israel – symbolic that Saul will
bring the Gospel to the Gentiles.
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It is on the road, signifying the kind of life Saul will lead
from now on, always wandering from place to place.
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He begins his ministry by suffering blindness – which he will
trade for suffering to come.
Ananias
Of this man we know nothing but
what is written here. Let us learn what we can.
Ananias – the anonymous
If there is anything particularly
striking about Ananias, it is that there is nothing striking about him. He is
distinguished by being so ordinary. Why, then, did our Lord choose such a man
to bring the Gospel to Saul?
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So that Saul might know that salvation comes not through some
hierarchy of priests, or powerful personage – but only through Jesus Christ.
The insignificance of the messenger highlights the significance of the message.
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Note, too, that Ananias taught him nothing. Salvation is not a
matter of learning, but of acceptance of what God has already done.
Ananias – the fearful
Ananias seems to be a reasonable
person. The reason the Gospel has spread to Damascus is because of
persecution, and here is Mr. Persecution himself.
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This is a typical reaction of anyone called by God to do the
dangerous or unpleasant (remember Jonah?)
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Ananias is reacting in human terms. After all, it is no more
likely that Saul has been converted than Madeline Murray O’Hair’s son became a
Christian (which, by the way, he did). This is highly improbable.
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Worse, God is not asking Ananias to set this man straight – he’s
asking him to restore his sight. A logical reaction would be, “Let’s keep him
blind!”
This fear is not limited to
Ananias. Three years later, when Saul comes to Jerusalem, the reaction of the
disciples is just the same. It took a man like Barnabas to jump out in faith
and bring Saul in.
God relieves Ananias’ fears,
however.
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After all, the man is blind. What do you fear from a blind man?
And, if you restore his sight to him, have you not made him a friend?
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More important, he is praying. A man of prayer is the friend of
God, and the friend of God will not harm you.
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God has even gone to the trouble of arranging the meeting – and
telling Saul the man’s name! (I wonder if Ananias would have argued more if
God hadn’t told him that Saul was expecting him by name. Courtesy is courtesy,
after all.)
Ananias – the obedient servant
Ultimately,
of course, Ananias does as God commands. It is interesting to see how he
approaches Saul: he calls him “brother Saul.”
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He does not gloat over the distress of the man who was the enemy
of the church. Rather, he welcomes him to the family of God.
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He claims no superiority over Saul, for the word “brother”
implies an equal.
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He is the model of forgiveness. Despite what Saul has done, from
the first moment he speaks only of what must now be done.
Ananias is conveying mercy.
He does so not as one who has been offended personally, but on behalf of the
church.
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What we bind on earth is bound in heaven; what we let loose on
earth is let loose in heaven. Saul’s forgiveness is now confirmed by the
church.
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Why Ananias? Why not someone who had suffered personally at
Saul’s hands? Perhaps it is easier to forgive on behalf of the church when you
are not the one suffering from the forgiven.
There is a delicious irony of
names in this passage. Saul goes to the house of a man named Judas (the same
as the traitor) to hear from a man named Ananias (the same as the one who died
for lying to the Holy Spirit). Connecting those two names is the street called
Straight Street. Perhaps it is God’s way of telling us that even Judas and
Ananias can be saved – walking the Straight Way.
Saul – after the road
If there is anything striking
about this conversion, it is this: Saul immediately begins teaching Christ in
the synagogues.
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It shows us the personal courage of the man. There is no attempt
to cover up the past, or make a sliding transition – he jumps right in. It is
still true: great sinners make great saints.
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The impact of this man must have been tremendous. Here is one
who persecuted and now praises the Christ. The power of the reformed drug
addict in speaking to those addicted is a modern parallel.
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There is a lesson in here for new Christians. You may be
ignorant; you may be unsure of yourself – but you must also share the faith
you have.
Ultimately, Saul winds up leaving
Damascus in a basket, over the city wall. We must understand that cities at
this time are walled for protection. If you wanted to catch someone leaving
you would post men at the city gates. Even in his leaving there are lessons
for us:
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First, when persecuted, the Christian is permitted to flee – and
take the Gospel with him.
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Next, note that Saul’s deliverance was by the hands of his fellow
Christians. Sometimes God works in miraculous ways. More commonly he expects
us to do what we can.
There is an inevitability to
persecution. The stronger the Gospel, the more likely the persecution. In
that sense what happened to Saul is rather ordinary. What is extraordinary is
that God told him beforehand what would happen to him. Perhaps this is God’s
way of forging a particular tool for a particular task. Suffering forges us
too.
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One reason for our suffering is so that we might distinguish
Christ from an investment broker. The broker promises risk and returns. So
does Christ – but he also promises persecution.
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Our suffering here is rewarded in heaven and at our Lord’s
return.
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Our suffering, however minor, is in some sense an imitation of
Christ, the highest duty of a Christian.
All this suffering has a purpose,
however. Saul was to bring the Gospel to three types of people:
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Gentiles
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Kings
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Israel
It is as if he was “working his
way up.” Ultimately his greatest disappointment came from his own people.
Summary
Is there a lesson for us today in
all this? I submit there is:
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Be obedient. When God calls you to do something, do it.
Do it despite what you’ve heard about the danger. Do it despite your anger and
fear.
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Be ready to change. It may be you will need to change
your whole life, like Saul. It may be only your point of view about one
particular person, like Ananias. But be ready.
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The war is not over when the battle is won. It is over
when your enemy becomes your friend.